domenica 4 dicembre 2005

...Estasi... (Seth)

...estasi... pura ed incontrollabile estasi.... estasi dei sensi ed estasi dell' animo...
... viaggio, lungo ed affascinante viaggio...
ascolto... sento... osservo... respiro... assaporo... la melodia dell' infinito...
la visione dell' insieme oscuro ora è chiara ai miei sensi....
...l' eternità... il dolce abisso dei sensi dell' animo....
...estasi... apro gli occhi per la prima volta e osservo piangendo la bellezza che mi circonda...
... estasi demone... pura estasi dei sensi... vivi demone... VIVI....
... che l' intero creato e la terra insieme brucino nella fiamme della meravigliosa estasi...
Nulla... nulla... nulla è paragonabile a... questo... nullla....
...e alla fine venne il dolce suono del silenzio....
....sorrido e chiudendo gli occhi, lascio che siano i miei sensi a guidarmi....


Seth - Anima Immortale E Fulgida Essenza Del Demone Necrolust
PAIN  OF  SALVATION   "  THE  PERFECT   ELEMENT  "

Yesterday Found Him Today
Caught Him At His Last Breath
These Walls Built To Stand Come-What-May
Lie Shattered In The Ashes
His Skin Against This Dirty Floor
Eyes Fixed On The Ceiling
He Has Stretched Those Chains Of Sin
Far Beyond All Feelings
Still, So Still...

In His Head A Thunderous
Cry Of Desperation
Tearing Voices From His Past
Scream For His Attention
Behind Those Eyes A World Explodes
No One There To Save Him
All Pain That He's Been Passing On
Answers To His Craving
Once More, Once More

I Will Never Leave This Shame...
I Will Never Leave This Shame...
I Will Never Leave This Shame...
I Will Never Leave This Shame...
I Will Never Leave This Shame...
I Will Never Leave This Shame...
I Will Never Leave This Shame...
I Will Never Leave This Shame...

Falling Beyond The Point Of No Return
Nothing To Become And Nothing Left To Burn

Stealing Meaning From This Child
We Took Away His Reason
His Soul Put Under Lock And Key
His Heart Blackened From Treason
But If You Take From Those You Fear
Everything They Value
You Have Bred The Perfect Beast
Drained Enough To Kill You

Falling Beyond The Point Of No Return
Nothing To Become And Nothing Left To Burn

Watching - Unseen - Untouched - Bleeding
Empty - Exposed - Dying - Eyes Closed

Once He Had Forests And Mountains
That Were Only His - Listening To Him
Once He Would Run Through The Summer Days
Catching Memories For Ages To Come
Now He Is Dressing This Naked Floor
With His Flesh And Blood And Times Passes By
His Trade Of Pain Might Just Have Lead Him
To Deal With Consequence
For Some Change As Time Passes By

I Am The Waking Child
(Lingering, Climbing, Clinging, Clutching
Craving, Clawing, Hurting, Falling Down)
I, The Wayward Son Of A Mountain Lake
(Of Icy Liquor Tears, Of A Silent Earth)
(Of A Rusty Lid, Of A Wingless Wind)
(Of An Eyeless Storm, Of Fallen Gods,
Who Lost Their Way)
I Set Myself On Fire
To Breed The Perfect Element
I Set Myself On Fire
To Breed The Perfect Element
I Set Myself On Fire
To Breed The Perfect Element

Will I Ever Walk Again ?

Falling Beyond The Point Of No Return
Nothing To Become And Nothing Left To Burn

This Is The End !

Nothing Left To Say,
The Pain Will Go Away
Now You Must Surely See,
That You Are Killing Me
You Are Killing Me
Now You Are Killing Me
(You Must Never Leave This Shame !)
Now You Are Killing Me
(You Must Never Leave This Shame !)
Now You Are Killing Me
(You Must Never Leave This Shame !)
Now You Are Killing Me
(You Must Never Leave This Shame !)
Now You Are Killing Me
(You Must Never Leave This Shame !)
Now You Are Killing Me
(You Must Never Leave This Shame !)
Is This More Than You Want ? 

Il mio cuore T-R-E-M-A

Uhm... potrei cominciare questo post di ritorno così :
"Caro Blog, la giornata di sabato è stata davvero importante per me. Mi sono alzato..." e bla, bla, bla e continuare con questo tono per tutto il post ma lascio questi simil post ad altra gente che si diverte ad esternare così le proprie emozioni e le proprie sensazioni. No... non fa al caso mio...
Ma è anche vero che in qualche modo voglio descrivere queste emozioni che mi hanno fatto letteralmente T-R-E-M-A-R-E il cuore e tutto il mio essere. Sento di doverlo fare, perchè ancora adesso sento di me un fremito indescrivibile, incontrollabile...
Lo devo fare... Lo dovrei fare... ma in realtà non lo farò... Perchè ? Beh, il perchè è molto semplice... Alcune cose sono mie e basta. Alcune emozioni sono troppo importanti e forti per essere banalmente descritte, anche se a farlo possono essere parole ridondati, frasi ad effetto, sinuose espressioni, ma in questo caso, farebbero solo da mera ed inutile cornice ad un qualcosa che già di per se è PERFETTO. Quindi... nulla.
Chi legge abitualmente questo blog forse sa di cosa sto parlando oppure lo sa e basta. Mi dispiace per gli altri, ma non credo che tutti mettano sempre nero sul bianco le vibrazioni del loro essere
 SAVATAGE   "  NOT  WHAT  YOU  SEE  "

No Life's So Short It Can't Turn Around
You Can't Spend Your Life Living Underground
For From Above You Don't Hear A Sound
And I'm Out Here, Waiting
I Don't Understand What You Want Me To Be
It's The Dark You're Hating, It's Not Who I Am
But I Know That It's All That You See

No Life's So Short That It Never Learns
No Flame So Small That It Never Burns
No Page So Sure That It Never Turns
And I'm Out Here, Waiting
I Don't Understand What You Want Me To Be
It's The Dark You're Hating, It's Not Who I Am
But I Know That It's All That You See

Can You Live Your Life In A Day
Putting Every Moment In Play ?
Never Hear A Word That They Say
As The Wheels Go Around
Tell Me If You Win Would It Show
In A Thousand Years, Who Would Know ?
As A Million Lives Come And Go
On This Same Piece Of Ground

I've Been Waiting
I Don't Understand What You Want Me To Be
It's The Dark You're Hating
It's Not Who I Am, But It Is What You See

Tell Me Would You Really Want To
See Me Leave This Night Without You
Would You Ever Look About You
Wondering Where We might Be
New York Is So Far Away Now
Tokyo, Berlin And Moscow
Only Dreams From Here But Somehow
One Day That World We Will See

I Don't Understand
I Don't Understand
I Don't Understand
I Don't Understand
I Don't Understand
I Don't Understand
I Don't Understand
I Don't Understand...
...What I See !

I Swear On Tomorrow, If You Take This Chance
Our Lives Are This Moment, The Music, The Dance
And Here In This Labyrinth Of Lost Mysteries
I Close My Eyes On This Night And You're All That I See

You're All That I See...
Ho scelto questa canzone per un motivo preciso. Ce ne sono tanti in realtà come ad esempio il fatto che si chiude con una delle più belle frasi scritte da essere umano, semplice, emozionante, intensa, coinvolgente oppure ad esempio potrebbe bastare il semplice fatto che ogni volta che l' ascolto la mia mente vaga per lidi felici e mi infonde quiete. Ma in realtà ho messo questa canzone... perchè è speciale... e non solo per i motivi sopra descritti

I Swear On Tomorrow, If You Take This Chance
Our Lives Are This Moment, The Music, The Dance
And Here In This Labyrinth Of Lost Mysteries
I Close My Eyes On This Night And You're All That I See

Ho ripetuto questi versi perchè... non, c'è bisogno del perchè.
Spero di essermi spiegato anche se temo che ancora una volta le mie parole risultino sterili e forse prive di senso... ma a certi sussulti dell' animo non è facile stare dietro.
See Ya