Aspetto...

Arrivo alla fine di giornate come quella trascorsa oggi e sento che qualcosa di negativo dentro di me si muove, si insinua nei miei pensieri, si annida nel mio animo. Qualcosa di molto negativo con cui già ho avuto a che fare in passato e che mi accompagnerà penso per molto tempo ancora, se non per il resto della mia  cosi detta "esistenza", ovvero il mio innato senso di autodistruzione. Giornate di merda come oggi dove qualsiasi cosa sembra andare per il verso storto, non fanno altro che alimentare il mio dannato demone interiore.
La domanda è... Riuscirò a tenergli testa e a sconfiggerlo o perlomeno a ricacciarlo nel profondo dell' animo ? Oppure soccomberò miseramente nel vano tentativo di arrestarlo ?
Se vincerà, cosa succederà ? Chiaro che le cose prenderanno comunque una piega orribile, ma fino a quanto orribile ?
Non lo so... Cerco di non pensarci, perchè se adesso lo affrontassi faccia a faccia, so che perderei miseramente. Socchiudo gli occhi, mi perdo ancora una volta nei miei pensieri e ascolto qualcosa che mi fa stare bene...
Domani è un altro giorno. Se il demone verrà alimentato o meno, questo non lo so...
Aspetto...

ICED  EARTH    "  SHOOTING  STAR  "

Johnny Was A Schoolboy
When He Heard His First Beatles Song
Love Me Do I Think It Was
And From There It Didn't Take Him Long
Got Himself A Guitar
Used To Play Every Night
Now He's In A Rock And Roll Outfit
And Everything's All Right
Don't You Know

Johnny Told His Mama
"Hey, Mama, I'm Going Away
I'm Gonna Hit The Big Time
Gonna Be A Big Star Someday"
Momma Came To The Door
With A Teardrop In Her Eye
Johnny Said "Don't Cry Momma,
Smile And Wave Goodbye"
Don't You Know

Don't You Know
That You Are A Shooting Star...
Don't You Know
Don't You Know
That You Are A Shooting Star...
And All The World Will Love You
Just As Long... As Long As You Are ?

Johnny Made A Record
Went Straight Up To Number One
Suddenly Everyone Loved
To Hear Him Sing His Song
Watching The World Go By
Surprising It Goes So Fast
Johnny Looked Around Him
And Said "Well I Made The Big Time At Last"
Don't You Know

Don't You Know
That You Are A Shooting Star...
Don't You Know
Don't You Know
That You Are A Shooting Star...
And All The World Will Love You
Just As Long... As Long As You Are ?
A Shooting Star !

Don't You Know
That You Are A Shooting Star...
Don't You Know
Don't You Know
Don't You Know
That You Are A Shooting Star...
And All The World Will Love You
Just As Long... As Long As You Are ?

Johnny Died One Night
Died In His Bed
Bottle Of Whiskey
Sleeping Tablets By His Head
Johnny's Life Passed Him
By Like A Warm Summer Day
If You Listen To The Wind
You Can Still Hear Him Play

Don't You Know
That You Are A Shooting Star...
Don't You Know
Don't You Know
That You Are A Shooting Star...
Don't You, Don't You, Don't You
Don't You, Don't You Know
Don't You Know
Don't You Know
That You Are A Shooting Star...
Don't You Know
That You Are A Shooting Star...
Don't You Know
That You Are A Shooting Star...
Don't You Know
That You Are A Shooting Star...

Avrò sentito questa canzone almeno 5 o 6 volte oggi nel mio lettore. Una meravigliosa canzone dei Bad Company rifatta dagli Iced Earth. Bellissima...

See  Ya